Ok, for real though. I'm not a fan of the SWF. It's become my reason for dreading getting up in the morning. I only drank 16 oz of the recommended 32 oz.
I. just. couldn't. do. it.
If I had gulped anymore down, I would have thrown up. It's just the sheer volume of the stuff that gets me. It doesn't taste horrible. It kind of reminds me of Tibetan butter tea which I have drunken (drunk? dranken? someone conjugate this one for me) copious amounts of in Tibet and here at home. It's just too much to force into my body in too short a time.
So I've decided to let my body win this war against the SWF. I'm no longer going to try to get 32 full oz. When my body says "Stop, homegirl." I'm going to stop. It's too much of a mental battle to deal with in the morning, you know what I'm saying? And making that decision had brought me great peace. No more war.
Namaste.
The amount of SWF that I managed to get down got the job done. If your squeamish, don't read the next paragraph because I'm going to get detailed.
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I know you'd like to think your sh*t don't stank
But lean a little bit closer
See that roses really smell like poo-ooh-ooh
Yeah, roses really smell like poo-ooh-ooh
-Andre 3000 of Outkast from the song "Roses"
If Andre 3000 is right, and I have never personally know him to be wrong, then the results of my SWF were an especially fragrant and different brand of "rose". It was dark. Like black. And it smelled toxic. And unfamiliar. In summary, it was straight nasty. It came out like a black waterfall. And I'm done talking about this.
Glad that old toxic stuff is outta here.
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As far as the rest of Day 2, I don't know what's going on, but I am not having a difficult time this round of the MC. I don't have any particular cravings associated with my hunger pangs. I also am not suffering from any "healing events" as in cleanses past. It could be a combination of things which I will outline for you:
1) I could be in a "good" phase of my meditation practice. There's truly no good or bad when doing practice but there are phases when I'm in a very stable and peaceful state of mind. I think I'm up in that bootch right now and it's keeping me copacetic.
2)I cleansed last year so major healing events happened last time. That is a total guess which I am pulling from my butt-peeing *ss.
3) I'm not looking up recipes online or watching the Food network this go around. Big help. Trust. Don't do it.
There you have it.
Day 2 is done. Good night.
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